Of late I have noticed a habit troubling in myself, so I am going to be open with you... my brothers and my sisters... and share something that troubles me, as well as something that hopefully will mean something to at least one of you. After all... isn't that what testimony is supposed to do? So here we go...
Have you ever noticed how when you get something new, you are all kinds of fired up about it? I know I have and God showed me a perfect example of that. I'm a pretty big gadget junky and that means that whenever something new comes out, I generally want it... or HAVE to have it! I offer up my phone as a prime example. When the droid first came out, I HAD TO HAVE IT!!! I wanted to get it before everyone else did... so I did just that. Then the Droid X came out and I found a way to get it and give my "old" droid away. Now... giving myself just a teeny bit of credit, I did manage to keep that one for a year... that was until the Droid Razor just came out. You know the one with all the commercials about how top secret it is and how there is a guy chasing it down on a motorcycle to "keep it from falling into the wrong hands". Well yes... I got it and it rocks! But here's the thing... the old one still worked just fine. Was it slower and a little more beat up? Sure. But did it still work and did I own it? Yes!
I tell you all this for a reason. In ministry... the one that God has called us to... we, or I, tend to get very excited right out of the shoot. Then the thing is, once problems come along and the newness ware's off, I tend to look for the next big thing in my life. Now... that is not to say that God isn't calling me to do other things but it does mean that just because he is doesn't mean that I am to neglect what he had called me to in the first place. Just because the newness is gone and it's not as sparkly as I first thought does not release me from the calling. Romans 11:29 - For the gifts and the calling of God are irrevocable. This means it simply can not happen. It doesn't go away.
Here is the thing. Life and sometimes satan are going to throw things your way in order to keep you from or completely stop you from doing what God has called you to do. For us to think that it's going to roll along with no bumps and no bruises is to show our simple way of thinking as well as our selfish sides. This is what I'm dealing with now. I feel like my life is going a hundred miles an hour and therefore have not time to do some of the things that God has and is still calling me to. However when I look back and consider the foolish things I wasted time on, I see just how much ministry I could have done... and thoroughly enjoyed as well. My family in Christ Jesus... I ask you prayers and love and advice... as well as maybe a little testimony telling of how you came through this if you've ever gone through it. I have such a short time on this earth and I do not want to waste that that I do.
Thank you and I love you all!
Henry
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So say we all!